Why Does Taking Care of Yourself Still Feel So Tiring?
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Imagine this. After a long day, you finally return home. Your body feels heavy, and your mind has not fully quieted down. But today was supposed to be your workout day. Maybe it was a gym class, maybe a run, or maybe just a short training session you had promised yourself to complete. At that moment, what would you choose?
Would you change into your workout clothes, tell yourself, “I’ll feel better once I get there,” and follow the plan as usual? Or would you allow yourself to admit that today, you are truly tired — and choose to stay home, take an earlier shower, eat something simple, and let your body slowly settle?
We believe many women, in moments like this, would still choose to push themselves through the original plan. Not because they do not know how to rest, but because pushing through often looks more disciplined. It feels closer to the image of someone who “knows how to take care of herself.”
And if you choose to rest instead, another voice may quickly appear inside you.
"Am I being lazy? Am I not consistent enough? Why can other people do it, but I can’t?"
This quiet sense of guilt is exactly where Lanluis wants to meet you.
In recent years, self-care and wellness culture have offered women many useful tools — from exercise and meditation to skincare, nutrition, journaling, and sleep management. These practices can help us rebuild rhythm in our lives. They can help us feel more grounded, more intentional, and more connected to ourselves.
But when these tools slowly become a set of “right answers,” self-care can easily turn into another thing we feel we should be doing well.
We begin measuring ourselves by our routines, by the condition of our skin, by the number of healthy habits we completed, and even by how well we can keep going when the body is quietly asking for rest.
At Lanluis, we want to offer another way of seeing self-care.
Self-care can have discipline. It can have direction. But long-lasting care should also allow the body to take part in the conversation. It should not only ask whether you completed a plan. It should also ask how that plan feels inside your body today.
It does not need to place you into one ideal version of life. Instead, it gently invites you to return to a more honest question: What would truly support me in this moment?
If you have ever felt tired inside the world of self-care — as if you are always almost there, but never quite stable enough, consistent enough, or disciplined enough — this article is here to slowly reopen the way we understand caring for ourselves.
Perhaps self-care does not need to push the body into another standard. Perhaps it can become a freer, more delicate, and more honest relationship with yourself.
In this article, we would like to share:
1 | When self-care becomes a timetable for an “ideal life” 2 | Control and Discipline: Are They the Same? 3 | Self-Care Is a Relationship, Not a One-Way Road 4 | How to Know When a Routine Has Lost Its Responsiveness 5 | Returning to a More Honest Kind of Care Further Reading｜Continue Listening to the Lanluis Story
When self-care becomes a timetable for an “ideal life”
Many of us first meet self-care through an ideal image.
Wake up early. Move your body. Drink enough water. Eat well. Do your skincare. Journal. Meditate. Sleep earlier. Keep your space tidy. Stay calm. Stay consistent.
On social media, these moments often appear beautifully arranged. There is nothing wrong with these images. In fact, many of these habits can genuinely support us. A steady routine can give the day structure. A skincare ritual can help us slow down. Exercise can bring strength back into the body. A quiet evening can help the mind return from the noise of the day.
But when these images become the only version of what self-care should look like, they can quietly create pressure.
We may begin to feel that the ideal version of "taking care of yourself" should always be organised, emotionally steady, healthy, glowing, disciplined, and able to keep up with her routines. And when real life does not look like that, we may start to feel that we are the ones falling short.
But real life is not always so beautifully arranged.
Some days, work takes more from you than expected. Some days, your family needs you. Some days, your body feels different for reasons you cannot clearly explain.
In these moments, the routine may still be good, but it may no longer be the most suitable answer for today.
That being said, Lanluis does not want to criticise fixed routines. Structure can be supportive, and for many women, it can bring a sense of steadiness into daily life.
What we care more about is another kind of woman: the woman who has tried to follow the routine, but the more she tries, the further away she feels from the feeling of being truly cared for. She is already making an effort, yet she still feels not good enough. She is doing self-care, yet somewhere inside, she does not actually feel cared for.
This is why self-care should not only be about following an ideal. It has to make space for your actual condition, your real capacity, and the season of life you are living through.
Otherwise, even something that began as care can slowly become another standard.
And once self-care becomes a standard, we may stop asking whether it is truly supporting us. We only ask whether we have completed it.
Control and Discipline: Are They the Same?
When we speak about self-care, control and discipline can look very similar from the outside.
Both may involve structure. Both may require consistency. Both may ask us to show up again and again. But inside the body, they feel very different.
Control says, “I must follow the plan.”
It focuses on whether we did everything correctly. Did we wake up early? Did we exercise? Did we finish every skincare step? Did we eat according to plan? Did we stay on track?
And if one part is missed, control often turns into guilt.
Discipline is different.
True discipline remembers the deeper reason behind the routine. It does not force the body to obey a fixed plan at all costs. It helps us stay connected to the original intention: to support the body over time.
There are days when discipline means going for the run, because you know movement will help you return to yourself. But there are also days when discipline means choosing rest, because your body is no longer simply resisting — it is asking for recovery.
There are days when discipline means keeping a steady skincare ritual. But there are also days when discipline means using fewer products, giving the skin more space, and allowing it to calm down.
Control asks the body to fit the routine.Discipline asks whether the routine still fits the body.
At Lanluis, we believe long-term wellness does need discipline. Skin repair takes time. Inner steadiness takes time. A healthier rhythm is built through small choices repeated over time.
But discipline should not make us afraid of adjustment. It should not make us feel guilty every time the body changes. Instead, it should help us recognise when to continue, when to soften, and when to respond differently.
Because the purpose of self-care is not to prove that we can keep going no matter what. The purpose is to build a way of living that can continue to support us.
Self-Care Is a Relationship, Not a One-Way Road
Very often, we think of self-care as something we do to the body.
We exercise the body. We feed the body. We apply skincare to the skin. We try to calm the mind. We create routines and expect the body to benefit from them.
But true care is not only one-way. The body is always responding.
When you exercise, your body may respond with strength, warmth, energy, tiredness, soreness, or a need for rest. When you apply skincare, your skin may respond with softness, comfort, dryness, redness, sensitivity, or stability. When you go through stress, your sleep, digestion, appetite, mood, and energy may all begin to change in subtle ways.
These responses are not interruptions. They are information.
Your skin is not simply being difficult when it becomes unstable. It may be showing you that it needs gentler support. Your tiredness is not always a lack of discipline. It may be showing you that the body has been carrying too much. Your restlessness is not always something to fix immediately. It may be asking for a different kind of quiet.
When we begin to see the body’s response as part of the care itself, self-care becomes more active. It is no longer only about choosing a routine and repeating it. It becomes a cycle of listening, supporting, observing, and adjusting.
You offer care. The body responds. You listen again. Then you adjust with more honesty.
This is not being inconsistent. It is learning to care with more sensitivity. A routine that truly supports you should not silence the body. It should help you hear it more clearly.
How to Know When a Routine Has Lost Its Responsiveness
Most routines begin with good intentions. That is why it can be difficult to notice when they have slowly become too rigid.
A routine may still look healthy from the outside, but inside, it may no longer feel nourishing. It may start to create more pressure than support.
The first sign is when guilt becomes heavy.
You are not simply aware that you did not complete something today. Instead, you begin to doubt yourself because you did not wake up early, did not exercise, did not finish your skincare routine, or did not write in your journal. You start wondering whether you are, once again, not trying hard enough.
When self-care begins to make us blame ourselves often, it may no longer be only care. It may have become a way of scoring ourselves.
The second sign is when you are doing a lot, but not feeling more settled.
You may be adding more products, more supplements, more tracking, and saving more health advice. On the surface, it may seem as if you are paying more attention to yourself than before. But inside the body, the feeling is not one of being nourished. It is closer to being managed.
At this point, it may be worth gently asking: am I adding real support, or am I only adding a stronger sense of control?
The third sign is when you become used to overriding tiredness.
When the body is clearly telling you it needs rest, but each time you cover that signal with “I need to be disciplined,” care can slowly become another form of depletion.
True discipline does not deny tiredness. It helps us understand what kind of tiredness we are feeling. Is it a brief moment of resistance, or is the body genuinely asking for repair?
The fourth sign is when you begin to see body signals as trouble.
Your skin suddenly becomes unstable, and you feel frustrated. Your emotions fluctuate, and you rush to correct them. Changes in appetite, poorer sleep, and lower energy all begin to feel like obstacles interrupting your plan.
But very often, the body is not trying to get in your way. It is offering information. It is not trying to make you lose control. It is trying to let you know that something may need to be adjusted.
The fifth sign is when your life stage has changed, but your routine has not changed at all.
The rhythm that once suited you may not always suit the person you are now. Motherhood, caring for parents, work pressure, perimenopause, loss, entrepreneurship, and long-term emotional exhaustion can all change the pace a person is able to hold.
If a routine does not allow your life stage to change, it can easily shift from support into demand.
The sixth sign is when the feeling of falling behind becomes stronger than the feeling of being supported.
When self-care often makes you feel that other people are doing better than you, recovering faster than you, keeping their skin more stable than you, or living with more order than you, that form of care can easily lose its warmth.
True self-care should not take you further away from yourself. It should not make you feel that your body must perform well first before it deserves rest and gentleness.
These feelings do not need to become another reason to criticise yourself. They are simply reminders — gentle signals that give you a chance to ask again: is this way of caring for myself still helping me feel supported?
If the answer feels unclear, you do not need to overturn all your habits. You do not need to build an entirely new routine overnight. Very often, the first adjustment can be small: one fewer step, a lower intensity workout, or one evening where you do not need to reach any target.
Self-care can have structure, but structure also needs room to breathe. When a routine has space to respond to you again, it is no longer just another set of tasks to complete each day. It becomes, once more, a connection between you and your body.
Returning to a More Honest Kind of Care
At Lanluis, we believe self-care should bring you closer to yourself, not make you feel as if you are constantly behind.
Your body is not a project that always needs to be corrected. It is something you live with every day. It carries your work, your emotions, your responsibilities, your changes, and many quiet moments that other people may never see.
It deserves discipline, but not harshness.
It deserves care, but not control.
It deserves rhythm, but also room to respond.
A more honest kind of self-care does not ask you to abandon routines. It asks you to stay awake inside them.
Before pushing through, you can ask: What is my body really saying today? Before adding more products, you can ask: Is this support, or is this pressure? Before blaming yourself for needing rest, you can ask: What would help me feel genuinely restored?
Sometimes, care may look like movement.
Sometimes, it may look like rest.
Sometimes, it may be a full skincare ritual.
Sometimes, it may be only the few steps your skin can comfortably receive.
The point is not to do everything perfectly. But to remain in a relationship with yourself.
When you give the body support, and allow the body to respond, self-care becomes more than a routine. It becomes a quiet conversation between your mind, your skin, and your core.
And this is where Living in Tune begins. Not in the perfect routine. But in the moment you begin to listen again.
Further Reading｜Continue Listening to the Lanluis Story
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